No more for now, thank you.

This is what I crave today: A basic social conversation. You tell me something that's one your mind, I'll tell you something on mine. Nothing about kids, nothing about Tiny Hands, nothing about politics, religion or anything that will make me think too much.

Perhaps it's not a conversation I'm after, afterall, but companionship. Let's go to a movie, let's go get coffee, let's just go on a walk and watch the sunset. Even a text message.

Oh, wait. Scratch that, because they next two weeks are already booked with Tiny Hands and the kid's stuff. Not that that's bad or anything, but it's the ONLY thing I do anymore. I'm about to implode!

On the To Do list next week: Fill more of your day up doing stuff so you don't have the time to think about this like you did today.