Thursday, December 15, 2011

No Man's Land

Sometimes the sense of abandonment I feel is overwhelming...

I expect people to walk away from me. I practically consider it a "given" when I go into any kind of friendship or relationship.

And then I set myself up to fail, because I expect to. I don't get too close because the fear of it is too much for me to bear. My walls are quite thick and I don't want them to be.

How do you get past that when it always seems to turn out to be true?

Well, almost always. I don't know how to handle it when it doesn't...

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